And yet, I regret and scream as the rain falls

Hey, listen

If there was an endpoint.
If I could only wish
Could I go down into the world once again
and start all over again?
If there was really no endpoint
I'll be like this forever
Will the tears
keep overflowing?
I know I'll have regrets
For being too rash on myself
So please, just give me a hug
and leave

A field of flowers, so warm and inviting
Whilst bathing in the clean river water
And at night, I could see the stars up close
And yet, there's nobody here.

Surely, this is what I wanted
If that's so?
Then why did I wanted to die
When I was still alive?

Hey, listen

If there was an endpoint.
There’s probably none for me
Did I only realize it
when I got on that bus
That I was lying about "wanting to disappear"?
If there was really no endpoint
I'll be like this forever
With tears on a scar long gone
Drenched with regrets
For being too rash on myself
So please, just turn back
and leave

In a lifetime of wanting to disappear, I longed for love.
In a lifetime of wanting to disappear, I yearned for warmth.

Hey, listen

If there was an endpoint.
Could you save me?
Though,I'm uncertain
if I won't use the words "want to disappear"
ever again
Even so, I won't be getting on the bus to run away
Because that hasn't solved anything
I want you to accept my tears
Because I'm having regrets
I just didn't want you to
end up being too rash like me
If there was an endpoint.
COME ON, Take it and Leave